A Christian story-teller, poet, and thinker writing from Three Hills, Alberta.

Category: Poetry

  • To My Children

    To My Children

    Pickety pack your stuff

    Leave out all the fluff

    Toys go here

    (for the garbage, I fear)

    And all your father’s guff!

    Todd Anderson (Stuff of the Rind, Sand and Sail, The Reluctant Prophet) writes the newsletter Mirth to share a behind-the-scenes look at his writing process as well as to offer readers the first fruits of his poetry and reflections. He grew up in the forests of small-town Ontario, contending against nature in all its beauty and harshness.  His training as a literary scholar of Latin and English literature inflects his love of poignant turns of phrase, but it is the influence of his family and their myriad adventures together that infuses his story-telling and poetry with its substance and power.  Todd lives and writes in Ottawa with his wife and six children. If you are interested in supporting Todd’s work, please follow the links below to donate or buy his books.

  • Small Town

    Small Town

    These towns aren’t small

    They recover space in our heart

    If we let our feet out the door

    The nothing we might wander into

    Keeps our aspirations honest

    A jug of milk swinging at my side

    Refreshes the sidewalk

    What else has been carried

    Upon these crumbling paths?

    I must unlearn the driving eye

    Fixed upon life-and-death roads

    Where a glance at my phone

    Is near enough a glance in the ditch

    While I wait to cross

    The paved street in this town

    To my left the road leaks out

    Into tan countryside

    Until it is swallowed by the sky

    A field nearby alone receives

    The grace of a cloud poured forth

    Bars of light filter through

    Silent pilgrims years on foot

    In search of holy ground

    photo by Hannah Anderson

    Todd Anderson (Stuff of the Rind, Sand and Sail, The Reluctant Prophet) writes the newsletter Mirth to share a behind-the-scenes look at his writing process as well as to offer readers the first fruits of his poetry and reflections. He grew up in the forests of small-town Ontario, contending against nature in all its beauty and harshness.  His training as a literary scholar of Latin and English literature inflects his love of poignant turns of phrase, but it is the influence of his family and their myriad adventures together that infuses his story-telling and poetry with its substance and power.  Todd lives and writes in Ottawa with his wife and six children. If you are interested in supporting Todd’s work, please follow the links below to donate or buy his books.

  • The Refuge

    The Refuge

    Unsought miles of land roll down from mountainside
    As children nestle ‘round their grinning father
    And strive to show their lineage to all.
    A skad of Saskatoons await the dawn,
    Entangling Poplar, Spruce, or barbed fence posts.
    I see the dark stain of purple berries
    Upon my daughter’s hands.  She has feasted
    On each small wonder in this restful place,
    While I, without a care, wander midst mulch,
    Axe in hand swinging lazy at my side.
    Below the chief of mountains, a river
    Curls and bends, chortling among mud and stone,
    While far above, children fly down dirt roads,
    Laughing as they steer toward adventure.
    My wife, cozy in the kitchen, opens
    Heart and mind to scripture, finding there as here
    A refuge brimming full of heav’nly peace.

    photo by Hannah Anderson

    Todd Anderson (Stuff of the Rind, Sand and Sail, The Reluctant Prophet) writes the newsletter Mirth to share a behind-the-scenes look at his writing process as well as to offer readers the first fruits of his poetry and reflections. He grew up in the forests of small-town Ontario, contending against nature in all its beauty and harshness.  His training as a literary scholar of Latin and English literature inflects his love of poignant turns of phrase, but it is the influence of his family and their myriad adventures together that infuses his story-telling and poetry with its substance and power.  Todd lives and writes in Ottawa with his wife and six children. If you are interested in supporting Todd’s work, please follow the links below to donate or buy his books.

  • These Tears Are For You

    These Tears Are For You

    Cedar grimace in cold summer showers
    While lonely pools drown out the undergrowth,
    Exposing ragged roots to somber air.
    The storm has passed but its wild mark remains.
    Birch and Hawthorne, skewered by tongues of fire,
    Lay spent in the mud, never more to rise.
    Rain obscures our memory, washing out
    Years of triumph or trouble with urgent
    Summons to attend the trials of today.
    All manner of griefs crowd in together,
    Not sorrow of friends forever parted,
    But menial tasks unfulfilled, holding
    Hostage the nobler part of us that yearns
    For purpose unfettered by the mundane.
    And worse, these small tyrannies numb our hearts
    At the parting hour, as expectations
    Of a free and undiscovered country
    Displace our care for loved ones still at hand.
    But now, in looking back at those who wave
    Even as they weep, I cannot find my tears.
    Alas!  These trees weep; these friends also weep.
    What can I say?  These words, these tears, are for you.

    Todd Anderson (Stuff of the Rind, Sand and Sail, The Reluctant Prophet) writes the newsletter Mirth to share a behind-the-scenes look at his writing process as well as to offer readers the first fruits of his poetry and reflections. He grew up in the forests of small-town Ontario, contending against nature in all its beauty and harshness.  His training as a literary scholar of Latin and English literature inflects his love of poignant turns of phrase, but it is the influence of his family and their myriad adventures together that infuses his story-telling and poetry with its substance and power.  Todd lives and writes in Ottawa with his wife and six children. If you are interested in supporting Todd’s work, please follow the links below to donate or buy his books.

  • Mrs. Dombey and Daughter

    Mrs. Dombey and Daughter

    The window stood open
    The window which lay forever closed
    Now stood open to the twilight
    And the child pressed against her cheek
    Spoke no sound nor cried out
    Nor would she move
    Bright cheek against a pale cheek
    Neither moving but all quiet
    Her hair golden shining in candle light
    Against her mother’s cheek just so
    And nothing to be done
    While on rolled twilight
    While the window lay ghastly open
    Symbol to the future of that child
    Exposed by each and every twilight hence
    And still she held cheek to cheek
    And still she lay still in fear
    While the doctors watched their reputations
    And the watches raced their hands around their faces
    Raced and raced the quicker
    And then the quivering “Mama!”
    Trembled the eyelids of her mother
    With a shadow’s shadow of a smile
    Then twilight ebbed and all was calm

    Todd Anderson (Stuff of the Rind, Sand and Sail, The Reluctant Prophet) writes the newsletter Mirth to share a behind-the-scenes look at his writing process as well as to offer readers the first fruits of his poetry and reflections. He grew up in the forests of small-town Ontario, contending against nature in all its beauty and harshness.  His training as a literary scholar of Latin and English literature inflects his love of poignant turns of phrase, but it is the influence of his family and their myriad adventures together that infuses his story-telling and poetry with its substance and power.  Todd lives and writes in Ottawa with his wife and six children. If you are interested in supporting Todd’s work, please follow the links below to donate or buy his books.

  • You Can’t Have Two Homes

    You Can’t Have Two Homes

    Our door is hardly knocked now.
    It opens and closes to laughter:
    “Come in” shouted from living rooms.
    There is a thought.  A room alive!
    And what makes it so, but living souls
    Lounging half-aware in splendid daze?
    Or rapt to some performance keen,
    Waiting for our part: head-back-blast
    Of air and joy mingling as one.
    Living rooms may be sent to Earth’s end
    Or come to mind years from now,
    Reviving the old memories
    (Who sat where or words of power).
    Though nourishing for a time,
    Memories soothe with greater pangs
    And most wound where they would heal.
    The wind is moving and the door
    Swings wide upon its hinges.
    Yet, we clutch a shared memory
    Of still wider doors flung wide
    And longings for that home to come
    Satisfied at last by His “come in.”

    Todd Anderson (Stuff of the Rind, Sand and Sail, The Reluctant Prophet) writes the newsletter Mirth to share a behind-the-scenes look at his writing process as well as to offer readers the first fruits of his poetry and reflections. He grew up in the forests of small-town Ontario, contending against nature in all its beauty and harshness.  His training as a literary scholar of Latin and English literature inflects his love of poignant turns of phrase, but it is the influence of his family and their myriad adventures together that infuses his story-telling and poetry with its substance and power.  Todd lives and writes in Ottawa with his wife and six children. If you are interested in supporting Todd’s work, please follow the links below to donate or buy his books.

  • Beauty

    Beauty

    The funny thing about beauty
    She never turns herself off
    Oh she may turn a corner
    Or dance with sweeping grace
    Beyond a fair horizon
    But you never catch her becoming
    She has no seat by the mirror
    Needs no foundation or coffee
    But to the ear or eye or at a touch
    Suddenly she strikes the waiting soul

    Todd Anderson (Stuff of the Rind, Sand and Sail, The Reluctant Prophet) writes the newsletter Mirth to share a behind-the-scenes look at his writing process as well as to offer readers the first fruits of his poetry and reflections. He grew up in the forests of small-town Ontario, contending against nature in all its beauty and harshness.  His training as a literary scholar of Latin and English literature inflects his love of poignant turns of phrase, but it is the influence of his family and their myriad adventures together that infuses his story-telling and poetry with its substance and power.  Todd lives and writes in Ottawa with his wife and six children. If you are interested in supporting Todd’s work, please follow the links below to donate or buy his books.

  • Risk a Little Light

    Risk a Little Light

    Art is what occurs when light passes through a soul; all inspiration is translucent.

    Todd Anderson (Stuff of the Rind, Sand and Sail, The Reluctant Prophet) writes the newsletter Mirth to share a behind-the-scenes look at his writing process as well as to offer readers the first fruits of his poetry and reflections. He grew up in the forests of small-town Ontario, contending against nature in all its beauty and harshness.  His training as a literary scholar of Latin and English literature inflects his love of poignant turns of phrase, but it is the influence of his family and their myriad adventures together that infuses his story-telling and poetry with its substance and power.  Todd lives and writes in Ottawa with his wife and six children. If you are interested in supporting Todd’s work, please follow the links below to donate or buy his books.

  • “Great Books” and the Cultivation of Critical Thinking

    “Great Books” and the Cultivation of Critical Thinking

    This week, through a question-and-response format, I offer some reflections on “Great Books”, Critical Thinking, and the purpose of university in an effort to dispel what I believe to be some underlying misconceptions about the value of reading and studying various texts (like Shakespeare or Plato) in the context of formation. I hope to offer a fresh point of entry. Here are the main points:

    1. Close Reading produces Critical Thinking.
    2. Critical Thinking is a moral activity.
    3. Literature is the most efficient site for performing close readings.
    4. Eagerness or Curiosity, not “Great Books”, is the ideal condition within which close readings are generated.
    5. “Great Books” offer the most consistent body of literature and the widest possible set of readers to converse with.
    6. AI undermines formation by impairing collective eagerness.

    What is the value of a university education?

    The cultivation of Critical Thinking, meaning growth in intellectual and moral (humane) maturity.

    How is Critical Thinking cultivated?

    Critical Thinking is achieved via close reading in which the reader attends to the logical relationships (syntax) of the object in view and practices the construction of meaning. The object could be a painting, stellar chart, opera, drama, chemical analysis, sculpture, movie, verbal argument, dataset, logistics map, murder scene, overflowing toilet, short story, employment agreement, etc. In the process of close reading, an individual encounters competing patterns or interpretive options which exist prior to the encounter and suddenly are revealed to be an environment within which the act of reading and thinking occur. This experience of revelation – moving from surface of the “text” to its hidden ground or pattern – can be reversed and repeated, which forms the essential movement or mental gesture that ultimately results in intellectual formation and critical thinking.

    Example of this process:

    A plumber arrives at a client’s home, shuffling past a very rusty car with a broken windshield and tiptoeing around bags of garbage to get to the front door before being met by a woman who appears overtired, clearly struggling to manage three irascible, small children in a messy home. The toilet is clogged. A close reading of this situation gives the plumber the option to behave humanely by recognizing and responding to the obvious destitution of the client. Such a capacity (the training of humane awareness) need not be achieved by pouring over the grammatical construction of a Shakespearean sonnet, but it will only be acquired if the plumber had previously learned to pay attention to these sorts of patterns and clues, and see in them a moral obligation. Otherwise, as with any other client, he might have filtered out or explained as uninteresting (meaning facts that did not involve or obligate him) the various clues, plunged the toilet as quickly as possible, and left the woman with a bill she has no means to pay. The syntax of this scene is the perception of a logical connection between various parts, leading to a variety of interpretations (including, “she is poor and needs help”) that can then be acted upon.

    What is the benefit of cultivating Critical Thinking by means of literary study?

    The chief benefit is the capacity of literature to endure repeated close reading gestures leading to fresh experiences of revelation combined with the relatively straightforward scaling of individual close reading to various social dynamics (large or small classroom; instructor and learner or peers-only; highly contextualized or vestal encounters). Some objects (i.e. the plumbing example above) have a natural critical decay in which the scene of analysis or close reading dissipates or is reduced in scope, accessible only in its afterlife in memory; other objects require technical competency before close reading is viable (i.e. many STEM fields, linguistics). Critical Thinking still develops in these fields, but re-reading in community is best-suited for the sustained cultivation of Critical Thinking.

    Is “Great Books” misleading as an ideal set of objects for the cultivation of Critical Thinking?

    The short answer is yes. There is no ideal set of objects, only an ideal posture of eagerness (studere) or curiosity, which causes Critical Thinking to flourish because the subject attends with interest and therefore develops the capacity to overcome difficulties present in any field of study. However, what is typically meant by the “Great Books” or Western Canon of literature, is a collection of texts that showcase either original ideas or a degree of technical capacity proven to offer close readers sustained and varied experiences of revelation in addition to providing breadth of ongoing community engagement. Contemporary readers of Socrates or de Tocqueville participate in a rich conversation with writers and thinkers from their own century, or from the preceding fifteen, all of whom have attempted to conduct their own close readings, grappling with ideas at the centre of what it means to be human. This does not mean “Great Books” ought to be valorized or afforded a special position as decanters of Critical Thinking compared with a sea of unworthy literature. Rather, given the scope of a university education, Critical Thinking is most readily achieved by giving students as many opportunities to perform close readings and as many imitable interlocuters of the same objects as can reasonably be managed in order to produce as many experiences of revelation as possible in their time at the university. The value of a university over a library, in this respect, is in its arranging ideal conditions for this process: (time, texts, interlocutors, instructors), but the same procedure could be achieved (and often is) by an individual willing to pay for library late fees, or a weekly club eager to finish a novel and discuss it. What has so often been misunderstood, both by proponents of “Great Books” as well as detractors, is the role of re-reading or continuous, repeated encounters with the same objects in the cultivation of Critical Thinking. Just as bricklayers, by repeated use of the same bricks, grout, scaffolds, trowels and hammers, achieve a high degree of critical awareness of their craft (which might culminate in their ability to perfectly cut and set a partial brick in place with one stroke), so Critical Thinking is best served by repeated encounters with the same objects, especially when those objects are shown by historical precedent to be mediators of many experiences of revelation. The challenge is that students, having met an object once, often carry away an impression that they have “read” it. For a seasoned reader, close reading and Critical Thinking does occur with first exposures, but as a strategy of formation, few suggestions could be more detrimental than for a student to “move on” from an object they have encountered once. As it stands today in contemporary university culture, the reading situation is even more dire. Students do not complete many of their books and yet still proceed to render their judgements and perform close readings, constructing all manner of meanings about a thing they have not rightly encountered. This merely ensures their intellectual progress will be opaque to themselves and stunted into dependency. Hence why “Great Books” is a useful launch pad for Critical Thinking – it reasonably predicts timeless ideas and compelling syntax will be encountered with opportunity for a range of conversations across time and culture, facilitating habits of close reading for an eager student.

    Why is morality included in the definition of Critical Thinking?

    For thinking to rise to the level of maturity, it must account for obligation. Childish thinking perceives only the self and instinctual benefits that instrumentalize others. When revelation occurs (movement from surface-experience to pattern-recognition), the individual meets alternative notions that precede and underwrite their own, which gives rise to moral awareness. What ought the individual to think, believe and feel, or how ought they to behave in light of the other? Childishness sees no other, but devours the pattern, incorporating it as an extension of the self, and thus eliminates any moral frame or duty to another. But Critical Thinking enlightens by placing the reader continually in the path of other minds. This does not depend on “Great Books” or a set curriculum that is particularly moral in subject; concerns of obligation arise in the contemplation of a sunset or cartoon just as readily as the recitation of a creed or examination of a philosophy paper. It depends, rather, on eagerness to encounter, contend with, imitate, or explain the logical relationships and patterns of meaning made available by the close reading of any object and its interlocutors. The development of moral maturity does not guarantee a reader will be prudent, just, courageous, or temperate, but the cultivation of Critical Thinking will necessarily embed moral categories, which the individual may tolerate, disdain, contort or embrace. The claim that some injustice has been dealt to us (an idea we learn to articulate from a very early age) such that we are owed a remedy or restitution is itself a marker that we have read closely some scene or experience, discerned competing interpretations, and evaluated between these interpretations. In alerting others to the injustice, we are necessarily inviting them to join as a reader, sharing some standard of evidence or morality. We may be bending their ear and colouring their view in our appeal, but it is nevertheless engaging moral faculties in our minds. Thus, you cannot cultivate critical attention without awakening moral awareness. The same technique that trains the reader to recognize patterns and logical relationships also trains the reader to recognize obligation. This is built into the grammar of language (and here, language means not simply words on a page, but the code essential to the production of an object, be it clay, paint and canvas, stage and costumes, etc.), which involves a recognition of the relationship between words laid out according to a custom handed down to the reader. In the sentence, “John assaulted Jane”, the moral implications depend upon the syntax; to reverse actor and recipient alters obligations (“Jane assaulted John”). Each sentence inaugurates a critical inquiry that is itself moral, and the grammar skews our starting point. The second instance may prompt a meretricious evaluation (“did John deserve it?”) or a pragmatic one (“was Jane in danger”) to justify the actor, whereas the first sentence stirs up moral discomfort or outrage if the same procedure is engaged (“did Jane deserve it?”). This sort of moral training occurs all the time in daily life (though the stakes are often hidden below the surface) and is very much heightened by natural obligations (like parenthood). The advantage of a university is its focus on the sort of re-reading that offers a student many and varied encounters with shared objects, and so (like the bricklayer), training in the range of responses possible and their moral entailments. In this sense, the procedures of a university may be unlike, though complementary to, religious instruction. The goal of the university is to train the faculty of apprehension itself, recognizing the logical and moral dimensions of such training. Religious instruction begins with a set of stock commitments or creeds that shape interpretation and obligation for community and individual.

    How can Critical Thinking be trained in an Age of Social-Media and A.I.?

    The essential function of Generative Language Models is the disruption of the conditions of Critical Thinking and their cohesion (time, text, interlocutors, instructors), though this is partly an extension of other technological habits (ubiquity of phones). The disruption occurs because the outcomes of Critical Thinking (writing, argument) are easily and quickly feigned by these applications, undermining the eagerness and curiosity of the student, which as I noted above, is the ideal posture for the cultivation of Critical Thinking because it fortifies the student against the strain and difficulty inherent to formation. Via constant attention to Social-Media (conceived broadly), student engagement is assaulted by dis-traction, a drawing away from close reading tasks. These two factors are highly addictive or habit-forming. It follows that Critical Thinking can only be trained if eagerness is upheld and distraction limited. One final element in connection with the function of “Great Books” bears on the intersection of Social-Media, A.I., and Critical Thinking: shared objects diminish substantially in a digital age, not necessarily because individuals are not eager for good, beautiful, or truthful things, but because their lives, relative to those of our predecessors, are exposed to overwhelming varieties and rich sub-communities of objects at every given moment in time. The intense privacy of modern experience must be part of the calculus of eagerness, for it is not merely the task of the university to offer up a path or course through the wonders of “Great Books” (or an equivalent set of objects for inquiry), but the university must also contend with a vast range of influences and points of departure that make the cohesion of a community impossible, since daily encounters with objects may differ so widely and natural curiosity is superficially sated. Many receive a deluge of memes, advertisements, articles or videos as they “doom-scroll” or browse, but the algorithmic nature of the digital sphere ensures significant disparity between one individual’s experience and another’s. This dual nature of Social-Media (an ever-available melting pot and a privatized escalator of interest) pulls against sustained attention to the logical relationships of an object of inquiry. Student bodies, since they have so many other things they can immediately turn to and engage with, will find it difficult to generate an environment of eagerness outside of a classroom setting (and often even within!). A group of beloved instructors can model eagerness to mitigate these effects, inviting students to observe and participate in conversations that naturally rise to the level of close reading, but such a commitment must be thorough to be at all effective, meaning the instructors must model an entire lifestyle and community of traction and curiosity. “Great Books”, though not a panacea, offers continuity not merely for a course or student body, but with contemporaneous university experiences (other students across the globe also reading Jane Austen) and our forebears, providing raw materials for the production and sustenance of eagerness.

    Todd Anderson (Stuff of the Rind, Sand and Sail, The Reluctant Prophet) writes the newsletter Mirth to share a behind-the-scenes look at his writing process as well as to offer readers the first fruits of his poetry and reflections. He grew up in the forests of small-town Ontario, contending against nature in all its beauty and harshness.  His training as a literary scholar of Latin and English literature inflects his love of poignant turns of phrase, but it is the influence of his family and their myriad adventures together that infuses his story-telling and poetry with its substance and power.  Todd lives and writes in Ottawa with his wife and six children. If you are interested in supporting Todd’s work, please follow the links below to donate or buy his books.

  • Art

    Art

    The sky behind the clouds 
    Was baby blue and the clouds 
    Were peach and stately canvas for the sun 
    And the sun was marching 
    Away from palette and brush 
    And the palette was drying out 
    But the brush was still full of oil 
    And the oil mixed in the bristles 
    And mixed on the canvas 
    But the bristles could not know 
    The magic they delivered to me that evening –   
    A magic undisturbed by streets 
    And shadows and dim lights 
    That paint shadows from above the street –  
    A magic trailing off to west 
    And the peach clouds followed 
    As sheep relaxed and pure 
    Wander to the stable and find rest. 

    Todd Anderson (Stuff of the Rind, Sand and Sail, The Reluctant Prophet) writes the newsletter Mirth to share a behind-the-scenes look at his writing process as well as to offer readers the first fruits of his poetry and reflections. He grew up in the forests of small-town Ontario, contending against nature in all its beauty and harshness.  His training as a literary scholar of Latin and English literature inflects his love of poignant turns of phrase, but it is the influence of his family and their myriad adventures together that infuses his story-telling and poetry with its substance and power.  Todd lives and writes in Ottawa with his wife and six children. If you are interested in supporting Todd’s work, please follow the links below to donate or buy his books.