A Christian story-teller, poet, and thinker writing from Ottawa, Ontario.

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  • Albertos the Great

    Albertos the Great

    When you hear them say, Albertos the Great has died, 
    Believe only half their tall tale, for they have lied: 
    Great was my sin, and greater yet the work to mend 
    My smallness.  Yet that labour, fault by fault, my friend 
    Some years ago with pains and anguish undertook 
    And carved at last my name with crimson in his book, 
    Which I, from time to time, read with thanksgiving 
    Since the pages do not hold the dead, but living. 

    Todd Anderson (Stuff of the Rind, Sand and Sail, The Reluctant Prophet) writes the newsletter Mirth to share a behind-the-scenes look at his writing process as well as to offer readers the first fruits of his poetry and reflections. He grew up in the forests of small-town Ontario, contending against nature in all its beauty and harshness.  His training as a literary scholar of Latin and English literature inflects his love of poignant turns of phrase, but it is the influence of his family and their myriad adventures together that infuses his story-telling and poetry with its substance and power.  Todd lives and writes in Ottawa with his wife and six children. If you are interested in supporting Todd’s work, please follow the links below to donate or buy his books.

  • Let May Flower

    Let May Flower

    Let May flower though it turns our hearts
    Toward th’incessant earth
    In search of beauty
    In search of striving
    Because we too are striving
    Though we don’t see
    Though we pretend not to see
    The ground with worms writhing
    A thousand May-born flies
    The ruminations of dappled coastland moors
    Above all the striving whispers of unharnessed wind
    In search and never finding home
    But on through dry and moist air rising
    Since it cannot tire
    It tangles hickory
    Ruffs crested feathers and bill
    While at marsh-end Swallow trill
    Enthroned on swaying bulrush

    Let it flower and rest your joy
    In the unhurried earth
    Long years waiting for a reckoning
    As mastering man sews curse on curse
    Sweat and breath sewn and raised together
    Because we too are striving
    Because even in the garden
    When the earth had not yet learned to strive
    Since we had not yet plucked
    And scarred the tree
    Because it recoiled at our touch
    Though we were not as such filled with violence
    In search of immortality
    But since the waiting and the striving go on
    Palaverating creeks run their mouths
    And run to their mouths
    And spread over the earth the poison of man
    Because man’s searching leaves no thing untouched
    Despite which the soil endures

    Let it flower despite these
    Because another striving
    Summons place to place
    And time to time
    Time striving for place
    And place searching for its time
    The divine search for resurrection
    That purer striving for home
    Because He too is striving
    Let May flower since it turns His heart
    Toward the restless earth

    Todd Anderson (Stuff of the Rind, Sand and Sail, The Reluctant Prophet) writes the newsletter Mirth to share a behind-the-scenes look at his writing process as well as to offer readers the first fruits of his poetry and reflections. He grew up in the forests of small-town Ontario, contending against nature in all its beauty and harshness.  His training as a literary scholar of Latin and English literature inflects his love of poignant turns of phrase, but it is the influence of his family and their myriad adventures together that infuses his story-telling and poetry with its substance and power.  Todd lives and writes in Ottawa with his wife and six children. If you are interested in supporting Todd’s work, please follow the links below to donate or buy his books.

  • Snips and Snails

    Snips and Snails

    The following is a sneak peek at Chapter 1 of Snips and Snails, sequel to my fairy story, Sugar, Spice and Everything Nice.

    The King’s Decree

    Above the blooming sky and wide firmament, where thin-bound air runs free and joyful; above the celestial trails, where giants wander, greeting one another as strangers on an afternoon walk pass by with a singular nod; above even the congregations and cities of such massive beings, who attend to our skirted plains and ragged mountains as heavy-booted lumberjacks attend to their carpet and foot stools; above all these rose a great city, and at its centre a royal palace.  Akoron the Mighty, whose eternal reign proceeded unblemished in the hearts of all his subjects, ruled with power colossal, unflinching wisdom, and stalwart joy.  The Unrelenting. The Magnanimous. The Hunter.  These titles and more had he accrued, and his court was filled with such as he.  Akoron mounted his throne early in the week, and all eyes were upon him when he pronounced his royal decree:

    “The Grey Stag has been sighted once again upon the Heath, far into the hinterlands.  Send word to all Giant Land: The Great Hunt has begun once more!  Let all hunters present themselves to the royal Master of the Lists to be registered.  We will feast this week-long in the Great Hall and then I shall array my chariot in splendour and lead the hunt.  Let it be decreed.”

    “It is so!” came the reply, a chant from every voice in the court acknowledging and sealing Akoron’s word in keeping with ancient custom.  The crowd erupted in cheers and Akoron raised his great fist and roared with a mighty roar, laughing and rejoicing in his might.  For he had waited many seasons for a fresh sighting of the Grey Stag, and longed for the hunt as roots long for rain.

          Day after day, the giants feasted in the Great Hall, planning their course and journey, sharpening their spears and trading stories of hunts long past.  While they feasted, the jester Buttermilk sang and extolled in brilliant tales the exploits of the king.  And as Buttermilk performed, the son of Akoron, Prince Snails, looked on and laughed with a fervent gaze fixed on the silver-tongued fool, whose garb shone with brilliant gems, gaudy colours and flowing cloth. 

          Now the Prince was one for mischief, having grown up free to roam.  Despite his mother’s discipline and father’s love, which were rendered fully to the boy (he being neither codded nor hard done by, but justly weighed and granted every opportunity to display honour), Prince Snails from time to time would lose himself and act with rashness.  In this nearest season of his life, his father had warned him not to scorn their entreatments, lest he be held back from the Great Hunt.  For a time, this warning held fast in the heart of the young Prince, for he had not as yet partaken in the hunt, save in his imagination as he heard the bards sing in the great halls.  But the feast, with all its excitement, proved too much for Snails, who hatched a plot to cause Buttermilk to tumble down and bring the whole house into riotous laughter just as he delivered the highest of the tales of Wintertide on the eve of the Great Hunt.  And so it was that Snails sat, goblet in hand, eyes fixed on the low dais erected in the great Hall, while Buttermilk, in full festive costume, round as a world to the eyes of mortals (were we perched there in the glittering chandelier which lit the auburn walls), stepped up to the dais and laid one hand on the low railing.  It creaked gently and Snails covered his mouth with his hand to choke back a squeal of delight.  Buttermilk left off the railing and raised both hands alongside his face in earnest attention toward the ceiling, then began in low tones to lay the ground of his tale:

    “When the abyss breathed forth the blackened mire
    And kingly grace had yet to clothe our lord,
    The Stag with antlers grey took to the spire
    And bent its will upon the rushing fjord.”

    Buttermilk lowered his arms and let them rest gently on the rail, and Snails leaned in, ready for his moment.  Squeezing the railing while pivoting sharply to his right, Buttermilk flung out his left arm to the crowd in a powerful gesture.  With all of his weight pressed upon the railing for a brief moment, the sable wood, which Snails in secret had cut near the base, gave way, and with a hilarious yelp, Buttermilk tumbled off the dais on to a table filled with food and drink.  The audience, save one, was stunned and a gasp cascaded through the crowd.  Snails could not contain himself, but laughed full and loud, tears pouring down his face.  He clutched his side and pounded his fist on the table.  Buttermilk was lifted up by those nearby and helped back to his position; someone passed a glass of wine up to him to steady himself, and he drank a strong swig before wiping his mouth and looking around at the crowd.  Then, to absorb their anxiety, he winked and stretched a broad smile across his face.  The crowd roared out at his courage and many voices called out for the Fool to go on and tell his tale.  Through all of this, King Akoron saw his son, though the Prince saw not that he was seen.  But being King, Akoron bided his time, and when the festivities for the day had concluded, he ascended to his son’s room in the evening, sat quietly on the edge of his bed, and said in a gentle voice:

    “You cannot come to the Hunt, my son.”  And when the shocked Snails, face contorting in disbelief, raised his voice to protest, his father merely rose in silence and left the room.

    “Father, oh father, please!” cried the bitter prince as Akoron walked down the hall.  He moved as a tiger at ease, nor turned his head to heed his wayward child, but passed through a door to the royal chambers.  The next morning, a missive came and lay on the end of Snails’ bed, detailing the royal decree, that he must stay and that Buttermilk the Fool was to be his guardian.  Snails wept at the this more than the confinement, for in his own way he loved the Jester and his stories, and believed, when he saw the unsmiling face which greeted him that some rift had formed, and he did not possess the tact (or in truth, the strength of will) to repent.  So it is for the young, who cannot face their shame.  Is it not the same for young and old alike, when pain has sealed the doors to the heart?  How then can we make amends?

    Todd Anderson (Stuff of the Rind, Sand and Sail, The Reluctant Prophet) writes the newsletter Mirth to share a behind-the-scenes look at his writing process as well as to offer readers the first fruits of his poetry and reflections. He grew up in the forests of small-town Ontario, contending against nature in all its beauty and harshness.  His training as a literary scholar of Latin and English literature inflects his love of poignant turns of phrase, but it is the influence of his family and their myriad adventures together that infuses his story-telling and poetry with its substance and power.  Todd lives and writes in Ottawa with his wife and six children. If you are interested in supporting Todd’s work, please follow the links below to donate or buy his books.

  • Amicis

    Amicis

    “Don’t bother with friends,”
    Always struck me as poor advice,
    Which is why no one in their right mind
    Ever gives it as such, instead reserving
    Such sentiments for hard times,
    When the peel of mortality
    Is pulled back from our frail lives
    And for a moment we do not wish
    To see what the loss has meant,
    But only wish to feel the loss itself.
    Here is a remedy: make more than you can
    Keep.  And keep in mind their mind,
    So that, days or years apart, you may
    Produce the fruit of friendship in a thought,
    Its candor and cadence, the head-back laugh
    And twinkle, or the wrought wisdom welding
    Truth to practice at an odd angle,
    Which only your one, obscure, entangled
    Friend could manage and no other.

    Todd Anderson (Stuff of the Rind, Sand and Sail, The Reluctant Prophet) writes the newsletter Mirth to share a behind-the-scenes look at his writing process as well as to offer readers the first fruits of his poetry and reflections. He grew up in the forests of small-town Ontario, contending against nature in all its beauty and harshness.  His training as a literary scholar of Latin and English literature inflects his love of poignant turns of phrase, but it is the influence of his family and their myriad adventures together that infuses his story-telling and poetry with its substance and power.  Todd lives and writes in Ottawa with his wife and six children. If you are interested in supporting Todd’s work, please follow the links below to donate or buy his books.

  • For Now

    For Now

    And now the rain comes. 
    We saw grey clouds swiftly charge, 
    Felt as kindred spirits do 
    At leave-taking, 
    When eye follows eye 
    And each lets fall stored sorrows;
    When Spring melt shocks
    Unexpecting rivers,
    Now burdened with too much water,
    And the crested banks o’erflow.

    Todd Anderson (Stuff of the Rind, Sand and Sail, The Reluctant Prophet) writes the newsletter Mirth to share a behind-the-scenes look at his writing process as well as to offer readers the first fruits of his poetry and reflections. He grew up in the forests of small-town Ontario, contending against nature in all its beauty and harshness.  His training as a literary scholar of Latin and English literature inflects his love of poignant turns of phrase, but it is the influence of his family and their myriad adventures together that infuses his story-telling and poetry with its substance and power.  Todd lives and writes in Ottawa with his wife and six children. If you are interested in supporting Todd’s work, please follow the links below to donate or buy his books.

  • The Fifth Word

    The Fifth Word

    What shall we give to the Ocean
    When it calls out: “I thirst”?
    Who can slake parched waters?
    Is your bucket big enough?
    And at what stream will you supply
    Living water to satisfy His need?

    Todd Anderson (Stuff of the Rind, Sand and Sail, The Reluctant Prophet) writes the newsletter Mirth to share a behind-the-scenes look at his writing process as well as to offer readers the first fruits of his poetry and reflections. He grew up in the forests of small-town Ontario, contending against nature in all its beauty and harshness.  His training as a literary scholar of Latin and English literature inflects his love of poignant turns of phrase, but it is the influence of his family and their myriad adventures together that infuses his story-telling and poetry with its substance and power.  Todd lives and writes in Ottawa with his wife and six children. If you are interested in supporting Todd’s work, please follow the links below to donate or buy his books.

  • As The Soldiers Beat Upon My Lord Mercilessly

    As The Soldiers Beat Upon My Lord Mercilessly

    Upon the broad and steadfast plain 
    A quarrel gripped the gathered winds, 
    Who boasted only they could beat 
    And break the proud and silent ground. 

    So, each contrived to make it howl 
    And tore the land with awful whips, 
    Scattering fearful sheep and goats, 
    Savaging leaf and stalk and grain.

    Blow followed blow, terse as the rain
    That aimless strikes both head and heel.
    At last, the trembling ground gave way
    And groaned a long and loud complaint.

    “Who struck you, land, and stirred your voice?”
    The plain gave no reply, so they
    With mockery sewed briar seeds
    In hope the ground would harvest pain.

    Todd Anderson (Stuff of the Rind, Sand and Sail, The Reluctant Prophet) writes the newsletter Mirth to share a behind-the-scenes look at his writing process as well as to offer readers the first fruits of his poetry and reflections. He grew up in the forests of small-town Ontario, contending against nature in all its beauty and harshness.  His training as a literary scholar of Latin and English literature inflects his love of poignant turns of phrase, but it is the influence of his family and their myriad adventures together that infuses his story-telling and poetry with its substance and power.  Todd lives and writes in Ottawa with his wife and six children. If you are interested in supporting Todd’s work, please follow the links below to donate or buy his books.

  • Golgotha

    Golgotha

    Golgotha, to me, was prime real-estate
    For advertisers.
    The highway, state-of-the-art local stone
    Laid by Romans,
    Was broad, and all found it
    Easy to traverse.
    But they squandered their chance
    And stumbled,
    Adorning the rock with crosses,
    Row on row,
    Where billboards could have been.
    Think of the losses!
    Think of the indignity
    Done to the community
    As we erected stalls and stands
    In the looming shadow
    Of those gasping criminals.
    Tis a bad business.

    Todd Anderson (Stuff of the Rind, Sand and Sail, The Reluctant Prophet) writes the newsletter Mirth to share a behind-the-scenes look at his writing process as well as to offer readers the first fruits of his poetry and reflections. He grew up in the forests of small-town Ontario, contending against nature in all its beauty and harshness.  His training as a literary scholar of Latin and English literature inflects his love of poignant turns of phrase, but it is the influence of his family and their myriad adventures together that infuses his story-telling and poetry with its substance and power.  Todd lives and writes in Ottawa with his wife and six children. If you are interested in supporting Todd’s work, please follow the links below to donate or buy his books.

  • Stay of Execution

    Stay of Execution

    The mother of Barrabas wept 
    When her prodigal returned. 
    “My son, my only son,” she cried, 
    And he, with sidelong look and brow 
    Downcast at her unravelled state, 
    Felt only shame to be called so. 
    Thus Joy and Sorrow, by one door, 
    Received whom all had cast aside, 
    Save him, who being a faithful 
    Son, set free, with chains, the faithless 
    And robbed Death of his victory. 

    Todd Anderson (Stuff of the Rind, Sand and Sail, The Reluctant Prophet) writes the newsletter Mirth to share a behind-the-scenes look at his writing process as well as to offer readers the first fruits of his poetry and reflections. He grew up in the forests of small-town Ontario, contending against nature in all its beauty and harshness.  His training as a literary scholar of Latin and English literature inflects his love of poignant turns of phrase, but it is the influence of his family and their myriad adventures together that infuses his story-telling and poetry with its substance and power.  Todd lives and writes in Ottawa with his wife and six children. If you are interested in supporting Todd’s work, please follow the links below to donate or buy his books.

  • Joy

    Joy

    Joy conquered?  No.  She is not vincible.
    Crush her as fruit-in-fist clenched: juice pours out.
    Pin her to a shame-wrought tree: forests rise
    To bear the glory, adorned with festive light.
    Death and Sorrow met in the fouling place
    And schemed how best to catch Joy on her way.
    “Suppose we trick and trap her in a tomb?”
    And so they sought, inviting Joy to dwell
    First in a womb, but she found it spacious
    And hospitable.  Then Sorrow fixed a trough
    As Joy’s first bed to make a meal of her,
    But Joy laughed and shared herself with all
    As bread and wine transposed from hand to hand.
    Then Death, impatient, led Joy to his house
    And sealed the stony door.  A gracious guest,
    Joy tasted full the meal and company,
    But as the hour grew late, politely bid
    Her host “good morn” and lightly turned the key,
    Greeting the gardener with a brighter smile,
    Since Dawn was rising mirthful in the east.

    Todd Anderson (Stuff of the Rind, Sand and Sail, The Reluctant Prophet) writes the newsletter Mirth to share a behind-the-scenes look at his writing process as well as to offer readers the first fruits of his poetry and reflections. He grew up in the forests of small-town Ontario, contending against nature in all its beauty and harshness.  His training as a literary scholar of Latin and English literature inflects his love of poignant turns of phrase, but it is the influence of his family and their myriad adventures together that infuses his story-telling and poetry with its substance and power.  Todd lives and writes in Ottawa with his wife and six children. If you are interested in supporting Todd’s work, please follow the links below to donate or buy his books.